Anonymous asked
Did you experience cramps or bleeding post T? Im over two years on T and within the past few days have started to get cramps, as well as slight blood when wiping. (Sorry if this is graphic) My doctor is no expert when it comes to transmen, but im planning on making an appointment if this continues. Im worried it could be the bad effects of T interfering with female oragns.

Hello there,

First off, I want to clarify that I am not a doctor! I didn’t experience this, however I know that it is something that some guys do run into (called “spotting” I think). I urge you to talk to your doctor about it ASAP and if they are clueless then they will need to consult with or refer you to someone who is knowledgable in transhealth.

Anonymous asked
I'm a girl who likes girls, wearing guy clothes, cosplaying as guys, basically I like to feel like a guy. But I also like feeling and acting like a girl. I sorta want to be a guy but also a girl. Like my brain wants to be a gender depending in the day if that makes sense. I'm told its weird and I'm just wondering if you had this sorta thought or felt you were always a guy.


Gender fluidity is a thing. It’s a gender identity. There’s not just boy or girl out there, there’s a whole spectrum of gender identities and there’s nothing stopping anyone from switching their gender every day. 

I really urge you to take a look at the term “genderfluid” (might be two words “gender fluid”). It might answer a lot of your queries :)

In terms of myself I have always felt male, even while trying to persuade myself into identifying as female. But you and I are different people with different gender identities. Neither is more “valid” than the other :) You’re not weird and what you’re feeling isn’t weird! It may be a little less common than other gender identities, but less common doesn’t mean “weird” or “false” at all.

epicmuttonchops asked
your TMNT Leonardo looks so much like Darryl Dixon (Walking Dead)

Really?? I personally don’t see it but oddly that’s not the first time I’ve been told that. I’ll take it as a compliment! :3

zodiacleopard asked
Omg. Wow. Ok, I'm sorry. You just popped up on my dash and I thought, 'Huh, that username sound familiar', so I clicked on your blog and omg. I used to watch you on Youtube WAY back in the day. I remember when you were just starting on T. You've come so far since then and I'm so proud and so happy for you omg. I'm sorry, I know this is p weird and out of the blue, but I'm so glad.

Thank you so much!!! I know that I get great joy in reconnecting with people/things I followed back in the day so welcome back! Thanks for checking in and sending such supportive words my way ^_^ Hope you’ve been doing well (and btw I adore your icon!!!)

Anonymous asked
Hey Lucas :) Just wondering, what foundation/concealer/powder etc do you use to make your skin look so flawless in cosplay shoots? Loving your cosplays as ever, and hoping that my Hinata can meet your Tobio one day :3 (If you come back over to England, that is) Oh, and please answer this privately as I don't go on Tumblr very often and would probably miss your response OTL Thanks for the help :)

Hello! :) I’m afraid I can’t respond privately because you’re on Anon :( so I hope you see this!

I use Pur Minerals foundation because my skin can be sensitive and I’ve found it to be a good brand for folks with temperamental skin.

Also Photoshop. HAHAHA. No gonna lie I use the heal tool to zap out blemishes that show through makeup. No shame XD 

I hope we can play volleyball together!!! >8D I’ll keep in mind to bring Kageyama if we ever make it over to England again :3 Fingers crossed!