January 2011
WatchThe trailer for the Cosplay Documentary I was asked to be in. This is just a trailer, the official filming will begin in the new year.
If you would like a link to the page on which the video is displayed (in case you would like to comment) it’s here: http://vimeo.com/18332064
Enjoy!
December 2010
One of my tumblr messages disappeared. The one about Luca as my preferred nickname? Where you go message? Where you go?
Anonymous asked: Lucas,
I think you give amazing advice. You try to cover the positive and negative bases while being supportive, I've come across very few people who can relate to people and word things like you can. You're also an inspiration. I find a lot of transguys who are popping up nowadays are rather selfish... they talk about their pageviews, try to get people to follow them and...
I think you give amazing advice. You try to cover the positive and negative bases while being supportive, I've come across very few people who can relate to people and word things like you can. You're also an inspiration. I find a lot of transguys who are popping up nowadays are rather selfish... they talk about their pageviews, try to get people to follow them and...
Anonymous asked: Lucas,
I think you give amazing advice. You try to cover the positive and negative bases while being supportive, I've come across very few people who can relate to people and word things like you can. You're also an inspiration. I find a lot of transguys who are popping up nowadays are rather selfish... they talk about their pageviews, try to get people to follow them and...
I think you give amazing advice. You try to cover the positive and negative bases while being supportive, I've come across very few people who can relate to people and word things like you can. You're also an inspiration. I find a lot of transguys who are popping up nowadays are rather selfish... they talk about their pageviews, try to get people to follow them and...
Anonymous asked: hey twinfools, I just wanted to let you know that black hair really, really suits you! :) And it also makes you look more "masculine" (not sure how to put this...haha, manly? boyish? >>)...it's like the perfect touch. Haha, bit off topic, but I just wanted to know that, you've made all these big decisions to transit and sacrificed a lot, have you and do you think you...
Anonymous asked: hey twinfools, I just wanted to let you know that black hair really, really suits you! :) And it also makes you look more "masculine" (not sure how to put this...haha, manly? boyish? >>)...it's like the perfect touch. Haha, bit off topic, but I just wanted to know that, you've made all these big decisions to transit and sacrificed a lot, have you and do you think you...
So, this is basically what New Year's is like.
It’s 11:59PM on December 31, 2010.
It’s 12AM on January 1.
Ten minutes later, realize nothing has changed.
"Reblog if your mom is beautiful." "Reblog if your...
diaryofadream:
Absolutely.
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Anonymous asked: Just because you feel like a boy, just because you look like doesnt make you male.
If a person gets surgery...what they were before is still there. Its very difficult to explain. Maybe even more so than trying to explain your change to people you know.
It doesnt matter that you have a male level of testosterone. To me you will ALWAYS be female and I'm sure its the same...
If a person gets surgery...what they were before is still there. Its very difficult to explain. Maybe even more so than trying to explain your change to people you know.
It doesnt matter that you have a male level of testosterone. To me you will ALWAYS be female and I'm sure its the same...
Anonymous asked: Just because you feel like a boy, just because you look like doesnt make you male.
If a person gets surgery...what they were before is still there. Its very difficult to explain. Maybe even more so than trying to explain your change to people you know.
It doesnt matter that you have a male level of testosterone. To me you will ALWAYS be female and I'm sure its the same...
If a person gets surgery...what they were before is still there. Its very difficult to explain. Maybe even more so than trying to explain your change to people you know.
It doesnt matter that you have a male level of testosterone. To me you will ALWAYS be female and I'm sure its the same...
Anonymous asked: I sent you a comment, just wanted you to know that I think you're hot as fuck. I'm straight, and damn you are such a good looking boy. Wanted to make sure you read it cause you never replied.
LOVE YOU
LOVE YOU
Anonymous asked: I sent you a comment, just wanted you to know that I think you're hot as fuck. I'm straight, and damn you are such a good looking boy. Wanted to make sure you read it cause you never replied.
LOVE YOU
LOVE YOU
Anonymous asked: Hello Lucas,
I think it's cool that you put your whole story out there on youtube, and all the other web sites. You're really helping people, which is a great thing to do in the world these days, ya know?
Anyways, I don't really know if I am looking for advice, or just need to know I'm not alone in all these confusing emotions. I'm a female...
I think it's cool that you put your whole story out there on youtube, and all the other web sites. You're really helping people, which is a great thing to do in the world these days, ya know?
Anyways, I don't really know if I am looking for advice, or just need to know I'm not alone in all these confusing emotions. I'm a female...
Anonymous asked: Just curious, I noticed you have a lot of lovely fanart hung up on your wall? Who is the artist? :3
luchadoriito asked: I read your post 'Statistics that haunt me' and it really hit me hard. Dude, Im trying to pay for my own surgery but give me a way to donate to you and I'll send you $10, $20, $50 whatever I can. Would send a private message but I have no idea how.
I know, as a fellow FTM, how much that surgery means to you and I'd have absolutely no problem helping you out bro.
I know, as a fellow FTM, how much that surgery means to you and I'd have absolutely no problem helping you out bro.
Anonymous asked: Hello Twin!
I've been a fan of you for a long time now and i've watched you become a male and a question was always stuck in my head. I know it's really an intimate question but I want to know what are u gonna do with ur lower body part (I mean ur genital organ :S). I know u've said afew words about it in some of ur videos but i'm still confused... I'm...
I've been a fan of you for a long time now and i've watched you become a male and a question was always stuck in my head. I know it's really an intimate question but I want to know what are u gonna do with ur lower body part (I mean ur genital organ :S). I know u've said afew words about it in some of ur videos but i'm still confused... I'm...
Anonymous asked: Hey Twin, i know i am bi gendered and have been for a long time. but im afraid to tell my mom and dad. i don't know if i should they know i like dressing as male but i have stopped mainly cause my mom was asking me why i was and all. so i don't know how she will take it. should i tell her
----Nikki
----Nikki
Anonymous asked: Did you change your name to Lucas? I'm asking because i thought you wanted your name to be Kai?:3 either way it doesn't matter :)
Anonymous asked: Hey Kai,
I'm 16 and a girl, but I have never really felt comfortable being a girl. At a young age, I felt like I was a boy and struggled a lot with myself as I started growing up. I mean I think I've gotten more comfortable with myself now and I accept myself now, but I still feel like something is missing. I've heard of transgender, but I never really knew what it meant...
I'm 16 and a girl, but I have never really felt comfortable being a girl. At a young age, I felt like I was a boy and struggled a lot with myself as I started growing up. I mean I think I've gotten more comfortable with myself now and I accept myself now, but I still feel like something is missing. I've heard of transgender, but I never really knew what it meant...
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Anonymous asked: So Twin, or Lucas, now that I know your chosen name.
I fairly recently went through a lot of turmoil in my personal feelings towards my own gender. I've never wanted to be a female, but at the same time I don't want be a male. I settled, though I loathe the word, on just saying i'm "third" gendered. You know, not one or the other. I grew up a very tomboy person, and...
I fairly recently went through a lot of turmoil in my personal feelings towards my own gender. I've never wanted to be a female, but at the same time I don't want be a male. I settled, though I loathe the word, on just saying i'm "third" gendered. You know, not one or the other. I grew up a very tomboy person, and...
Anonymous asked: So Twin, or Lucas, now that I know your chosen name.
I fairly recently went through a lot of turmoil in my personal feelings towards my own gender. I've never wanted to be a female, but at the same time I don't want be a male. I settled, though I loathe the word, on just saying i'm "third" gendered. You know, not one or the other. I grew up a very tomboy person, and...
I fairly recently went through a lot of turmoil in my personal feelings towards my own gender. I've never wanted to be a female, but at the same time I don't want be a male. I settled, though I loathe the word, on just saying i'm "third" gendered. You know, not one or the other. I grew up a very tomboy person, and...
Anonymous asked: Hello Lucas,
I think it's cool that you put your whole story out there on youtube, and all the other web sites. You're really helping people, which is a great thing to do in the world these days, ya know?
Anyways, I don't really know if I am looking for advice, or just need to know I'm not alone in all these confusing emotions. I'm a female...
I think it's cool that you put your whole story out there on youtube, and all the other web sites. You're really helping people, which is a great thing to do in the world these days, ya know?
Anyways, I don't really know if I am looking for advice, or just need to know I'm not alone in all these confusing emotions. I'm a female...
Anonymous asked: Hi there Lucas!
I was just wondering, but my partner wants to go on T, but doesn't want to have to stick needles into himself.
Is there another way you can take T without getting shots?
Laura
I was just wondering, but my partner wants to go on T, but doesn't want to have to stick needles into himself.
Is there another way you can take T without getting shots?
Laura
Anonymous asked: Hi there Lucas!
I was just wondering, but my partner wants to go on T, but doesn't want to have to stick needles into himself.
Is there another way you can take T without getting shots?
Laura
I was just wondering, but my partner wants to go on T, but doesn't want to have to stick needles into himself.
Is there another way you can take T without getting shots?
Laura
Anonymous asked: How do you feel when you see yourself before transition ?
ollieollyoxenfree asked: Hey Lucas,
On the risk of sounding like other questioners I want to say you've been a big inspiration to me and really helped me come to terms myself. Also when I first saw you on FDP years ago I totally thought you were a boy =] and when you came out online I was like 'ha! knew it.'
Anyway I'm not really questioning my gender because I've...
On the risk of sounding like other questioners I want to say you've been a big inspiration to me and really helped me come to terms myself. Also when I first saw you on FDP years ago I totally thought you were a boy =] and when you came out online I was like 'ha! knew it.'
Anyway I'm not really questioning my gender because I've...
starbuxboy-deactivated20111018 asked: Man, you're making our collab channel blow up! You're the best!
Anonymous asked: How do you feel when you see yourself before transition ?
ollieollyoxenfree asked: Hey Lucas,
On the risk of sounding like other questioners I want to say you've been a big inspiration to me and really helped me come to terms myself. Also when I first saw you on FDP years ago I totally thought you were a boy =] and when you came out online I was like 'ha! knew it.'
Anyway I'm not really questioning my gender because I've...
On the risk of sounding like other questioners I want to say you've been a big inspiration to me and really helped me come to terms myself. Also when I first saw you on FDP years ago I totally thought you were a boy =] and when you came out online I was like 'ha! knew it.'
Anyway I'm not really questioning my gender because I've...
Anonymous asked: Hello Lucas :]
I just have a couple things here..I promise!
I have come out to my friends (and girlfriend) about wanting to go on T later on in life, but sometimes, I think that I wouldn't be able to pull through it at all. Is there a different way to indentify myself as male, but not have to go on T?
I hope you read this, and if you don't that's...
I just have a couple things here..I promise!
I have come out to my friends (and girlfriend) about wanting to go on T later on in life, but sometimes, I think that I wouldn't be able to pull through it at all. Is there a different way to indentify myself as male, but not have to go on T?
I hope you read this, and if you don't that's...
bigscitycalidreams asked: Before you dyed your hair did you and your brother look similar?
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Anonymous asked: Okay this is weird. Ever since I started reading books or watching films, my favourite characters would be the girls who dressed up as guys, or girls who were not the stereotypical girl. Generally girls who acted like guys. There was this girl I knew who I didn't really notice before, and then she dressed up as a guy, and suddenly, I realized everything about her, her personality, and the way...
bigscitycalidreams asked: Before you dyed your hair did you and your brother look similar?
Anonymous asked: Hello Lucas :]
I just have a couple things here..I promise!
I have come out to my friends (and girlfriend) about wanting to go on T later on in life, but sometimes, I think that I wouldn't be able to pull through it at all. Is there a different way to indentify myself as male, but not have to go on T?
I hope you read this, and if you don't that's...
I just have a couple things here..I promise!
I have come out to my friends (and girlfriend) about wanting to go on T later on in life, but sometimes, I think that I wouldn't be able to pull through it at all. Is there a different way to indentify myself as male, but not have to go on T?
I hope you read this, and if you don't that's...
akribi asked: Hi Lucas! I've been following you since.. the mid of 2008? Hahaha, I have to tell you that you're a great person and ever since you started with T I've been following you with even more interest, you've become a really handsome man you know :)
So, what I want to ask, I read about a FTM who said that he felt like people treated him better as a male than before,...
So, what I want to ask, I read about a FTM who said that he felt like people treated him better as a male than before,...
Anonymous asked: Okay this is weird. Ever since I started reading books or watching films, my favourite characters would be the girls who dressed up as guys, or girls who were not the stereotypical girl. Generally girls who acted like guys. There was this girl I knew who I didn't really notice before, and then she dressed up as a guy, and suddenly, I realized everything about her, her personality, and the way...
akribi asked: Hi Lucas! I've been following you since.. the mid of 2008? Hahaha, I have to tell you that you're a great person and ever since you started with T I've been following you with even more interest, you've become a really handsome man you know :)
So, what I want to ask, I read about a FTM who said that he felt like people treated him better as a male than before,...
So, what I want to ask, I read about a FTM who said that he felt like people treated him better as a male than before,...
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stilesiswickedlydevious asked: Hey Lucas!
You know how the voice you hear in your mind and the voice that comes out is different? (and not in the crazy "I hear voices" sense. I mean your own voice)
Well the me I hear in my head is a guy voice. Its about as deep as your voice is now. And then when I watch videos or hear recordings of me it sounds really girly and then I realize thats what people hear...
You know how the voice you hear in your mind and the voice that comes out is different? (and not in the crazy "I hear voices" sense. I mean your own voice)
Well the me I hear in my head is a guy voice. Its about as deep as your voice is now. And then when I watch videos or hear recordings of me it sounds really girly and then I realize thats what people hear...
Anonymous asked: I just wanted to say that what your doing is amazing! I know a lot of people have probably already told you this but it's true. You have the courage and strength to be who you are and a lot of people really don't have that power. The fact that you are spreading the word and right information on transgender people really makes me smile and want to pump fists with you. I'm a lesbian...
Anonymous asked: Hey Lucas/Kai/Twinfools.^-^
I know you get ALOT of emails a day. and i would be honnoured if you would read mine lol, recenntly, well, in about november, i came out as being bisexual to my parents, they were fine with it, my sister taunted me for a while but thats siblings but shes okay with it now, and my brother doesnt know yet because hes in university in wales. but wen i came...
I know you get ALOT of emails a day. and i would be honnoured if you would read mine lol, recenntly, well, in about november, i came out as being bisexual to my parents, they were fine with it, my sister taunted me for a while but thats siblings but shes okay with it now, and my brother doesnt know yet because hes in university in wales. but wen i came...
Anonymous asked: Hey Lucas/Kai/Twinfools.^-^
I know you get ALOT of emails a day. and i would be honnoured if you would read mine lol, recenntly, well, in about november, i came out as being bisexual to my parents, they were fine with it, my sister taunted me for a while but thats siblings but shes okay with it now, and my brother doesnt know yet because hes in university in wales. but wen i came...
I know you get ALOT of emails a day. and i would be honnoured if you would read mine lol, recenntly, well, in about november, i came out as being bisexual to my parents, they were fine with it, my sister taunted me for a while but thats siblings but shes okay with it now, and my brother doesnt know yet because hes in university in wales. but wen i came...
Anonymous asked: I just wanted to say that what your doing is amazing! I know a lot of people have probably already told you this but it's true. You have the courage and strength to be who you are and a lot of people really don't have that power. The fact that you are spreading the word and right information on transgender people really makes me smile and want to pump fists with you. I'm a lesbian...
stilesiswickedlydevious asked: Hey Lucas!
You know how the voice you hear in your mind and the voice that comes out is different? (and not in the crazy "I hear voices" sense. I mean your own voice)
Well the me I hear in my head is a guy voice. Its about as deep as your voice is now. And then when I watch videos or hear recordings of me it sounds really girly and then I realize thats what people hear...
You know how the voice you hear in your mind and the voice that comes out is different? (and not in the crazy "I hear voices" sense. I mean your own voice)
Well the me I hear in my head is a guy voice. Its about as deep as your voice is now. And then when I watch videos or hear recordings of me it sounds really girly and then I realize thats what people hear...
starbuxboy-deactivated20111018 asked: Man, you're making our collab channel blow up! You're the best!
Anonymous asked: lately i've been really considering my male name, im questioning myself (gender-wise) and feel the need for a male name (i'm biologically female). how did you come to choosing Lucas? I'll try to think of names, but none of them fit and the names i think of usually are the name of someone i know or have a connection to, and then i feel like im stealing their name. any advice?
Anonymous asked: lately i've been really considering my male name, im questioning myself (gender-wise) and feel the need for a male name (i'm biologically female). how did you come to choosing Lucas? I'll try to think of names, but none of them fit and the names i think of usually are the name of someone i know or have a connection to, and then i feel like im stealing their name. any advice?
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